So.. all started when I choose to entered into a new life cycle. Leaving for a moment the circle of my life, because I needed a new life and of course to got a new experience of life. I believe there is no coincidence all had been destined by God.
I watched a lot, I noticed every moment, I speak less, listen more, I try to be a good listener for everyone, I try to be nice, kind and polite but I won't try to hard even too many tragedies of love that I see in my circle of life, how a woman should accept to be a choice and the only man who has a right a choose, how about infidelity, how a man could be mentally ill just because of love and how about that little biatch who became mistress of a man has a two daughter and wife. One thing that I know for sure peoples are narcissistic. I watch it and let them pour their heart.
Really, that's tragic irony. I'm not going to tell what the problems actually happens in here, because I just only to ease the burden of my mind. It's so complicated, and there are so many paradoxical tragedy that makes my mind does not stop continuously thinking. Yes, now all my closest people know that I was an overthinker I know it's bad. I had to reduce.
Kay, and then what I get after I've experience? I learn more about peoples again, I know how can a person's character is formed, I can to be more patient, I know then what the meaning of deep understanding to the others and I really understand that there is no one really bad and there is no one really nice without mistake in this world. And I learning to accept int act a person in my life. It's like one package, good and bad. Don't just focus on the ugliness of someone and do not focused on kindness of someone. Really, I always emphasize, when I meet someone new in my life to not expect too much on the "good" of someone, because there's the ugliness behind his/her kindness.
Now I always reminds myself, what goes around comes back around, and when it comes back to me, it will hurt me 7 times more than the pain I caused. I know, I realize, I'm not a good person entirely. Lol, nope, I'm not. I'm also one who is full of mistakes and I often make a mistakes, but I always wanted to be a better human being than before, and I'm sure everyone want it.
Tomorrow, let's rise as the sun rises. Let's bloom as the flowers bloom. Let's be happy and better, because my loved ones need me to be that. I mean love is not a noun, it's a verb. Let's work hard to prove to my loved family and friends that I do for them. I really really do. Let's smile more because it makes them happy too. Let's be gentle with others and especially with myself.
